It makes me smile and feel powerful.
i’m just gonna ahead and pretend that friday, saturday, sunday and today didnt happen.
and we’ll continue on with day 3 of Thinspo Diet tomorrow.
100 calories.
just what i deserve for being a fucking fat pig for four days straight.
thinspo diet.
day 1 - 640 calories
day 2 - 520 calories
a little bit over but id rather have an little bit of cheese in my salad or a couple of extra crackers to satisfy me so that i don’t eat everything edible in my house.
only 48 more days to go.
this is what i need. i tried eating healthy, i tried just eating when im hungry, i tried purging, i tried having a normal life but its not working.
counting calories and strict rules is the only thing that works.
ive already lost 20kg, im halfway there. i dont want to waste my 20s being stuck in between what i hate and what i want to be.
